Wednesday, 28 September 2016

A Child of Africa


Preface

There are many things special about northern Britain – its coastlines and estuaries, its moorlands and mountains, its history and landmarks, its varied cultures and people. This compilation is in part, an attempt to capture some of that atmosphere and feeling, perhaps best appreciated after spending a few weeks or months abroad!

 

Contents

Page

Great Spirit of the North – haiku-style                                                                                    4 - 10

 

A Gathering of Ancient Tribes

 

A Sense of Place                                                                                                                               11

Of My Country                                                                                                                                  11

Island People                                                                                                                                     12

Memory of Stones                                                                                                                          12

High Place                                                                                                                                           13

Rock Song                                                                                                                                           13

Wolf                                                                                                                                                      13

Walking the Horseshoe                                                                                                                 13

Prisoners                                                                                                                                             14

In Respect of Walking                                                                                                                    14

Islands of the Whales                                                                                                                     15          

Hoy                                                                                                                                                        15

Puffins                                                                                                                                                  15

Skara Brae                                                                                                                                           15

Iona                                                                                                                                                       16

Night Fires                                                                                                                                          16

Stone Cross                                                                                                                                        16

Columba                                                                                                                                              17

Ebb Tide                                                                                                                                               17

Hill Country                                                                                                                                         17

Rannoch Moor                                                                                                                                  18

The Quarry                                                                                                                                         18

Up on the Moor                                                                                                                                               18

Fieldfares                                                                                                                                            19

Celtic Rain                                                                                                                                           19

The Woods at Night                                                                                                                        19

Beyond the Falls                                                                                                                               20

Mountain Worship                                                                                                                          20

Trekking                                                                                                                                               21

Thistles                                                                                                                                                 21

Northern Shores                                                                                                                              21

Fog Over Whitby                                                                                                                              22

Ghost Fishing                                                                                                                                     22

A Yorkshire Dale                                                                                                                               22

Fogbound                                                                                                                                           23

Mersey Ferry                                                                                                                                     23

Nellie Clarke                                                                                                                                       24

Old Streets of Tranmere                                                                                                                               24

Hard Times                                                                                                                                         25

Crop Circles                                                                                                                                        25

Tracks Across the Shore                                                                                                                                25

Red Squirrel                                                                                                                                       26

The Teacher                                                                                                                                       26

Shoots                                                                                                                                                  26

 

Paddling in the Lakes – haiku-style                                                                                           23 - 35

 

Rydal Water                                                                                                                                       36

Picnic by the Lake                                                                                                                            36

Daffodils                                                                                                                                              36

I Wandered Lonely                                                                                                                          37          

Scafell                                                                                                                                                   37

Rhyader                                                                                                                                               38

Thurstaston Shore                                                                                                                           38

Hilbre                                                                                                                                                    38

Two Trees                                                                                                                                           39

Rats                                                                                                                                                       39

Flaming Dune                                                                                                                                    40

Tidemark                                                                                                                                             41

The Old Pier                                                                                                                                       41

Old England                                                                                                                                        41

Blacksmith                                                                                                                                          41

Iron Men                                                                                                                                             42

Britannia’s Children                                                                                                                         42

Miners                                                                                                                                                  42

Oriental Delight                                                                                                                                                43

Jubilee Street                                                                                                                                    43

Stella and her Umbrella                                                                                                                 44

Fairy Christmas                                                                                                                                 44

Our Town                                                                                                                                            45

Going Home                                                                                                                                       47

Her Majesty                                                                                                                                       47

Fine Dining in Blackpool                                                                                                      48

On the River                                                                                                                                      48

Within these Hills                                                                                                                            49

Pathways                                                                                                                                            49

Spiders                                                                                                                                                 50

Our Queen                                                                                                                                         50

The Geography of Hope                                                                                                                              51

 

 

 

Great Spirit of the North

 

 

mountain stream tells all

an everlasting tale, the

story of its life

 

 

 

pure mountain water

trickles from its granite bed

to tingle my throat

 

 

 

hush – the water

 is speaking gurgling trickling

– just being itself

 

 

 

this chaos of boulders

floating in cloud that has

swallowed the sun

 

 

 

damp greyness of cloud

ghostly chill swallows the ground

our thoughts are stood upon

 

 

 

climbing to the peak

 emerging into sky

at the top of the world

 

 

 

Stac Pollaidh

wearing a scarf of mist today

to match your witches hat

 

 

 

open mountain road

writhes through the sunlit glen

in ecstasy

 

 

over booming heather

midges dance in the air to

encourage us on

 

 

 

sea of mist

invader of the coastal lands

sucked up by the sun

 

 

 

squalls of white insects

snowclouds reflect the city

deep in silent night

 

 

 

no need for words

walking the familiar path

enhancing the silence

 

 

 

that fresh mountain smell

juniper, pine, myrtle and thyme

no words – just breathe

 

 

 

after the rain

deep breathing of misty air

scents of the forest

 

 

 

 only swirling mist

deep silence of the forest

finding my soul

 

 

 

mountain path

hugs the lapping lakeshore

in love with autumn

 

 

 

trekking the wild hills

my mind and eyes wishing they

could leave my body behind

view from the height

scatters worries to the wind

blown back moments later

 

 

 

in nostalgic mood

this intoxicating land

air and water seem sweeter

 

 

 

with harvest home

the first frost has appeared

blood month

 

 

 

stumbling by starlight

familiar daytime paths keep

my eyes in my feet

 

 

 

new landscape pure, bright

in that silent moment I

fell in love with snow

 

 

 

closing my eyes

for the first time I hear the

wind buffet my hood

 

 

 

invisible plane

drone fading to nothing

accentuates the silence

 

 

 

watching the motion of flight

I take to the air myself

spirit wild and free

 

 

 

slipping into autumn

an arrowhead of wild geese

following the sun

seals sing a lament

to the weather-beaten island

rusting in the bay

 

 

 

riding through sunlit woods

air sharp in my lungs

breathing in the frozen grass

 

 

 

caught in the open

sullen black rain that invades

body, soul and lunch

 

 

 

lights along the shore

mountains withdraw into the

incomplete black of night

 

 

 

St George’s Hall

graceful walls touch pure blue sky

suddenly a silver jet

 

 

 

swallows sweep the sky

village green scrubbed and church-proud

- no ball games allowed

 

 

 

buzz of the assembly room

waiting to be summoned -

this poem emerges

 

 

 

night walk to the sea,

alas to behold the

blinding of the stars

 

 

 

monstrous walls and towers

prison or sanctuary

does it  matter still?

weary descent from the tops

softly moan the ash trees-

rooks still bickering

 

 

 

pleasant to me the

breath of the low sun trying

to read my poem

 

 

 

 

with birds of the wild wood

good to feel my old boots rambling

the muddy paths of spring

 

 

 

in misty sunrise

ancient grasses whisper greetings

from the past

 

 

 

day on the mountain

wet skin, cracked knees, bruised toes

but that soup by the fire

 

 

 

January grey

thumbing through the brochures

in search of summer

 

 

 

 

lost on a bare mountain

light fades, cold wet cloud

night fears awaken

 

 

 

track emerging from the fog

startled but glad to see

that farmhouse light

 

 

 

 

fingers numb with cold

face melting into hot tears

her first touch of snow

 

 

 

electric mountain

frees us from the cycle of the sun

valley still awake

 

 

 

my open mind

a flowing river of memory

where do they all go

 

 

 

out on the island

skylark sprinkling notes that fall

in the palm of my hand

 

 

 

creatively futile

born under naked moonlight

a crop circle

 

 

 

          a light across the bay

          quarters the dying day so

          the sea at last can sleep

 

 

 

 

 through snow-patch mountains

 standing stones pointing skywards

 to a distant past

 

 

 

at every moment

it seems demons and angels

rest on our shoulders

 

 

 

giggling children

          call hello then run away

          bravery tested

a distant tractor

corrugating the fields

first sign I’m not alone

 

 

 

my room – quiet and still

as it listens and

reflects on my thoughts

 

 

 

these roads and rivers

summer paths and autumn hills

make a map of my life

 

 

 

 

my friend the moon

even when you’re gone

you always return

 

 

 

beneath the trees

cool moist air

unloading my worries

 

 

 

walking these paths with you

living on your love

organic food

 

 

 

 

in morning mist

ghostlands of ridge and furrow

one step from dying

 

 

 

lapwing – keeper of secrets

frozen in the driving rain

lost in secrets of his own

 

 

 

 

 

A Gathering of Ancient Tribes

 

 

 

A SENSE OF PLACE

 

The names of places last

as evidence of

the former presence of

submerged peoples,

recall the talk of forgotten firesides,

forgotten tribes

about the integrity of the world.

 

Like a stream babbling

among the northern mountains,

they spoke a strange tongue

that would rise with the sun

and fade to sleep beside their dying fires.

 

They spoke of food and shelter and livestock,

of places to defend and worship

and all around them through forest

and plain having come to rest and tamed

the shores of this unknown land

the names of their places flamed.

 

 

 

 

 

OF MY COUNTRY

 

In my head I have carried a map

learned through childhood

when I was often tested.

In the end I felt I knew the way

wherever I needed to go.

 

Distances now are real

directions more certain -

though means and motives

appear to collide with the past

troubling my heart,

bringing confusion,

questioning the borders of my country

in my mind. 

 

 

 

ISLAND PEOPLE

 

Those who live on small islands

set their eyes to

scan the horizon -

somewhere to rest their gaze

assured that

all is clear and in its place.

 

They see familiar lines and points and curves -

channel marker, sandbank,

promontory, light house,

know where the sun will rise or set,

the flyways of the birds.

 

Strong in ritual from repetition

obdurate and compact in the face of threat,

they move around each other

generating their own ripples

that oftentimes intersect

or rebound from

land they own and understand,

back to the far horizon -

everything proceeding at its own pace

in its own time – acceptance,

no recrimination, no regret.

 

 

 

 

 

MEMORY OF STONES

 

Molten outpourings

from depths of utmost confusion

confound comprehension of time

but preserve with magnetic logic

the keys to release the terror and vastness

of their orogenesis

unfolding at the gates of hell,

forging an eternal coupling

of time and tumult

from which we inherit

the beauty and resonance of stones.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

HIGH PLACE

 

This high and lonely place

the meeting of stone and water and air,

with little life of its own yet

completely indifferent to me.

 

 

 

 

 

ROCK SONG

 

Bare mountain

singing the same notes

for a thousand years –

eternal rock song.

 

 

 

 

 

WOLF

 

Rewilding

reconnecting

recreating a vision

restoring a balance

 

 

 

 

 

WALKING THE HORSESHOE

 

Somewhere ahead there was surely a path-

we could not have strayed too far

then deciding to rest by a cairn she said

‘Another fine mist you got me into!

And God knows, where’s the car’.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

PRISONERS

 

Standing on a sea cliff

where sky and wind

and sun and wave

cast visions in burnished gold -

the only price we pay

our imprisonment

in this beauty we take as our own.

 

 

 

 

 

IN RESPECT OF WALKING

 

Forever and everywhere

they have veined the earth:

paths visible and invisible

pulling the commercial spirit

drawing the sharp swords of enterprise

along river and seaway,

Ice roads and packhorse trails

the firesongs of holloways and pilgrim routes,

habits of a landscape.

Famine roads, corpse roads

coffin paths and ghost roads

anchored to the dead by slender threads

to this land that bore them

in silent pursuit of an impulse,

a secret origin,

onwards in space yet

backwards through indelible time

entranced, affirmed of the feel of ‘then’

the rain and sunshine of ‘then’

the hearts and minds of ‘then’

though scattered by these very paths

by which we spread, a diaspora

Illuminating thought

enhancing the means of knowing.

And so in ancient footprints

songlines guide us to the sea                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           

where it all began

an invitation to re-enter

a realm of complex instincts,

pelagic knowledge

cold and wild.

 

 

 

 

ISLANDS OF THE WHALES

 

A necklace of pebbles these hallowed isles

wedded to the waves,

modest beneath their misty veil

their sacred heather sprinkled

with ancient dust blessed

by the winds and bright rings of eternity.

 

 

 

 

 

HOY

 

Clamorous crag and hammar

slabs of Silurian hang

like bronze bells booming over the heather;

the stone croft hunched like

an old man past caring,

molded by invisible hands

reworked, reborn

wiped clean on the skirts of time.

 

 

 

 

 

PUFFINS

 

I so want to see a puffin but they’ve all flown out to sea –

their cliffs are bare, there’s not one there,

so I’m going home for tea.

 

 

 

 

 

SKARA BRAE

 

Beneath the flow of misty veil

undressed by the furkling wave

sun-cut like liquid diamond

worn about your nakedness

we explore your womb-like places

hearth and grave Till

oyster-catchers flash their badge

and jab a beak as if to say:

Time for you to bid farewell

to the walls of Skara Brae.

 

IONA

 

Hammered by nails of ice

hurled from shafts of rain

Columba’s sheep lie,

sodden-fleeced

not stirring from their sweet

eternal pastures beneath

the shadow of the cross.

On a nearby shore

the turnstone sifts the pebbles

to the music of the crashing wave.

 

 

 

 

 

NIGHT FIRES

 

Just below the summit of the hill

timber dragged to the pyre

and amid the solemn chant of priests

a sudden burst of light

and shadows dancing against a wall of stone

reaching with the sparks into the darkness.

 

Then with the creeping of the dawn

burnt bone and hot ash collected

encasked to be handed back to the earth

beneath the dome of a solar shield.

 

 

 

 

 

STONE CROSS

 

You keep watch

on your knees in wild and waving grass.

No message from the bones at your feet,

forever dead;

save here was born

and here died,

and what lay between,

a life worthy of many tears

worthy of an epitaph

hacked out of stone.

 

 

 

 

COLUMBA

 

I listen in my head to the

chants and melodies of this place,

feel the call to walk the paths you trod

as we land upon your shores,

ponder the works and wars of

your age of inspiration - for it has been said

an honest man is the noblest work of God.

 

 

 

 

 

EBB TIDE

 

The sun tries to cling to the world

as a mother to her child,

pulls the evening tide towards her

laying the shoreline bare

with shining gold.

 

Curlew’s wings are tired of flapping,

lapping waves tired of slapping

settle down to listen

to flotsam stories

of lives at sea,

of timeless journeys over

the wildest imaginings of wave and air

and to lie here in the sand with you,

a story to tell to the tired sun,

for on the ebb tide beach

everything we retrieve

still has life.

 

 

 

 

 

HILL COUNTRY

 

These hills

sprinkled with gems of morning

where rivers rinse and swill,

bear the imprint of time’s endeavours

from wretched barn to the quarried face;

a place for penance perhaps, martyrdom,

a place for lovers of the wild wind,

a landscape of soul music,

of stepping stones along the path

to heaven.

RANNOCH MOOR

 

This haunting place

this wild weather,

this spacious solitude, this beauty -

legacy of calamitous times

that lie with stone and heather.

 

 

 

 

 

THE QUARRY

 

Wind snarls like a beast

from a cloud-wrecked sky;

drizzle- spat curtains of moss and lichen

shroud the crest of raw crag

gouged from unfathomable depths of time.

At its dripping foot

fragments, split and fractured

tumbled from Innocent strata

reveal the foetal scars

of tooth and claw

of a curse

now restored to light

to stalk once more.                                                                                                                 

 

 

 

 

 

UP ON THE MOOR

 

I walk alone – the path is mine today, it seems,

as if  the world had ended and

left this place to its wells and stepping stones,

its cairns and graves, huts and stone circles

the tumulescent mouldings and stone walls

ever -present in the very names and wreckage

of our species.

And yet though bred of the weather and bone of the hills

Man might be 1000 years away.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

FIELDFARES

 

Daylight waning

A wave of fieldfares rolls backwards

Flashing silver underwings

Tumbling over the wind

And away.

 

 

 

 

 

CELTIC RAIN

 

Mossy stones stacked like bones

point to heaven, blackened by fire.

 

Time bids me enter,

guides me back through your gaping door

with feet that once trod an abandoned floor

a low fire smouldered and turf dried,

women toiled while babes cried,

where men fought and men died.

I touch your rough and blackened stone

a stain that all the celtic rain

won’t wash away.                                                                                                          

 

 

 

 

 

THE WOODS AT NIGHT

 

Be still

and listen some starry night

to the breathing of the trees,

the restlessness of small birds –

you may even hear

the movement of the midnight owl.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

BEYOND THE FALLS

 

Spilling from a hidden womb

the sound like leaves in a constant breeze

that cannot keep its secrets,

showers of silver tokens

from a fairytale princess

catch the light and the clinging green

while great gouts from the storm

scour the rim and

blast the sleek slab

that shudders to the feet of giants

thundering at the foaming pool

where growling echoes swirl

and pound the ragged basin

trying to cut an end that might

even take to eternity.

 

 

 

 

 

MOUNTAIN WORSHIP

 

Following some deep ancestral need

that kneels in awe of bouldered heights

hooded or scarfed in mist

concealing buttresses and alcoves

sullen deep recesses, ledges and pulpits

where fleeing waters fly in the wind – the mountain,

oblivious to its own plutonic power

its core of moods and cruelties

that plunge as winged dragons

in pursuit of watersnakes

and small scurrying things,

slipping over fissures and hollows

astounding the eyes and

conjouring instincts for worship.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

TREKKING

 

To climb, to trek

to know the hills as our own bodies

the exalted glow of well-being,

joyous release of body and mind

that grows in the feeding,

Borne on the rhythm of the way -

nothing to be said, just

to feel the spirit of life.

 

Nothing has reference to me –

neither fulcrum nor focal point,

not even destination –

just a heightened power of me, myself and the wild.

 

 

 

 

 

THISTLES

 

The windows of my leafless room

blink in surprise as I climb the misty path

towards the bristling pines.

Thistles by the wayside I could crush with my foot

breathe their scent

as I tear through wet grass

tramp in furrows of mud as

the wind howls through swirling cloud

breaks the bough upon

the damp fungal reek of earth.

The trees sigh and I hear myself laughing.

 

 

 

 

 

NORTHERN SHORES

 

From this cold shoulder

stern heads gaze watchful

to defy an ancient foe

that would dance with disaster

on the nabs and wykes

that burst from England’s ribs.

 

From this cold shoulder

ancient heads wildly stare…

calling Into the gale

that flays the flesh and splits the vein

all along the northern shores

that leave their children weeping.

FOG OVER WHITBY

 

Grey tattered curls of a witch

smother and wrap a chill

around the night,

a blinding spell cast on

narrow streets and snickets

by gnarled and bony fingers.

 

But she leaves me be,

no need of caution to come alive;

no need to dodge and weave -

for I am one with the quiet music of the air

to proceed on my own terms.

 

 

 

 

 

GHOST FISHING

 

Shall we go ghost fishing far beyond the harbour light

to feed off the memories of the stars,

to spread our nets far though

we may never feel the bite?

Won’t you come ghost fishing on such a starry night?

 

 

 

 

 

A YORKSHIRE DALE

 

Slanting light floats down the valley

to mellow every feature of the scene.

Rib-like walls of stone

built by thousands of unknown hands

each stone selected to fit its own space

to bind the hillsides to the valley floor.

 

Twilight, and a frisson of the coming dark,

smoke rising from blackened hearths

to smoke the stars and

obscure the etchings of the land.

 

Lamps go on in home and farm

in church and the wayside inn

to reform the hills in glowing lines of light

restoring thoughts and my calm.

 

 

FOGBOUND

 

Creeping through deck and stanchion

cold clammy fingers bewitch the swirling tide;

rope and chain lie coiled, waiting 

as she looms ghostly towards her berth.

 

Though I know her like my hand

I seek her name amid the raucous gulls

a churning engine trying to clear her throat;

I watch the Woodbine men, arms like Popeye

wrestle creaking writhing pythons

into compliance, to hold her fast.

 

Soggy spills of last night’s Echo lie guttered,

all attempts to blot this watercolour day

abandoned.

 

Exasperated streetlights feebly shine

hoping sunlight’s needle or

gushy breath from somewhere high

will disperse the pall and let them sleep

while majestic birds with spreading wings

rise proud above it all.

 

 

 

 

 

MERSEY FERRY

 

Where the river meets the sea

the tide runs fast and strong,

the flow of memory of father and me

past this shore where we belong.

 

She glides the silver surf with grace

peeling from her prow like skin, 

folding into wavelets on the tidal race

to flow away to where the winds begin.

 

And now the quayside before me lies,

marble halls and salty air,

where statues breathe and the seagull cries

with no ropes or chains to bind me there -

for I’ll not drift away again-

not till the day the big birds fly.

 

 

 

 

 

NELLIE CLARKE

 

Rock Ferry street a long time ago

on a bitter night by gaslight glow.

Mist and smoke concealed his face.

In that coal damp street his assault took place.

 

She was walking for her familiar treat

along that cold and hard-faced street

that tried in dark its shame to hide

as she fought in vain the pain inside.

 

Found next morning with the dawn

upon her face sheer terror drawn

Slumped at the foot of an entry wall

No-one there to hear her call.

 

Constabulary at the scene -

the most heinous act they’d ever seen.

No description, no-one named,

no suspicions, no-one blamed.

 

The murderer was never found.

Now sixty years lain in the ground.

 

Time is memory’s neglected slave -

then yesterday a minor spark:

a bunch of flowers left on the grave

addressed : In  memory of Nellie Clarke.

 

 

 

 

 

OLD STREETS of TRANMERE

 

Traffic hissing through the streets,

gutters brim full,  down-pipes gagging on the flow

spewing like gossip onto the pavements

burbling news, minding p’s and q’s

on old streets where nothing has changed -

not since the bombs - fearful nights

when the shipyards were hit.

We caught the siren between gritted teeth

and dashed headlong for the shelter

praying for our tiny piece of Earth to be saved

praying for the dawn to show

and all those for whom the dawn never came.

 

 

HARD TIMES

 

From a distance you watched me

cheeks a-glow, bare-kneed

scrubbing grime and dirt

from freezing tiles.

Beyond the step

tough little raggy-arses

shamelessly throwing snowballs – not meant to hurt

 – much;

Barrow boy passes pretending to flirt -

sees them all off with balls of his own!

 

Then I got back to those hot summer days -

places enshrined in my youth where

bare-chested young men dallied unashamed

unconcerned at catching the odd cough or sneeze -

they could have done a lot worse.

 

Now I’m getting long in the tooth;

Autumn breezes seem less kind;

still on my knees -just let me bask in the memory

of that warm summer breeze.

 

 

 

 

 

CROP CIRCLES

 

under naked moonlight

creations of futility

adorn the harvest.

 

 

 

 

 

TRACKS ACROSS THE SHORE

 

Ancient tracks on the shore

leading my own beside them,

prehistoric matching the present

remote yet intimate conjunction,

a story to be read in footprint

about the tidal pull of home

about survival

until its bed is swept away.

 

 

 

RED SQUIRREL

 

We come all this way just to see you –

tufty red scrap,

nervously scampering,

picking up and scrutinizing,

nibbling then tossing away like a petulant child.

 

Then as we fumble for cameras, you flee -

up the nearest tree,

nervously scampering,

along the safety of a branch

from where

you just twitch and jeer,

it seems to me!

 

 

 

 

 

THE TEACHER

 

A silent magnetism from long ago people

draws me in, propels me

beyond the grave and unknown faces

to the sweat of moss-dripping walls,

the gate and boundary stone now stranded

leaning with the weight of time.

 

I scraped a channel with my casual boot

diverting a formless seeping

to a trickle to a rivulet

watching the ground drain of uncertainty

and a new clearer flow emerge

perhaps to become a main stream one day

long after I have become

one of the long ago people.

 

 

 

 

 

SHOOTS

 

Spring is shooting from the forest floor.

I step carefully

allowing new life’s seed to survive

but in reality they don’t need me now

and never did before.

 

 

Paddling in the Lakes

 

 

hillsides awash

rivers in full spate

even the rocks are flowing

 

 

 

eons of rock sculpture

an infinity of cataclysms

here in my hand

 

 

 

keeping to the lake shore

listening to my thoughts and the

 quiet talk of the waves

 

 

 

 

crusted dry-stone wall

rugged and seamless

as history

 

 

 

tribes from the east

painting the map of England

in damp autumn colours

 

 

 

driving on empty

the twisting narrow night road

praying we’ll make it

 

 

 

 

gaining the peak

in this chaos of boulders

clouds swallow the sun

 

 

 

pure mountain water

trickling from its granite bed

tingles my throat

 

wild wet Sunday

howling wind and hissing cars

lead the faithful to church

 

 

 

in this wild place

cushions of flower find no shelter

but in togetherness

 

 

 

 

highlanders bend

to the mountain’s way

shepherd heads for home

 

 

 

 

mist thickens on Fairfield

walking in a blind world

quickening the mind

 

 

 

 

slashing rain

in a bookstore haven

trying not to drip everywhere

 

 

 

 

from a lakeside view

steamer glides like a queen

up to the jetty

 

 

 

 

this wind pounding my walls

rattling my windows

trying to get in

 

 

 

 

long brisk hillwalk -

surprised at my aching legs

creeping old age!

walking the fells

laughing, I can’t read the map

 rain slapping my face

 

 

 

trudging uphill

my concentrated breathing

concentrated breathing

 

 

 

chuckling and swirling

beneath the packhorse bridge

 the river can drink no more

 

 

 

icy bullets

spraying my hood but

 a warm glow inside

 

 

 

knees weakening fast

scrambling up Stickle Ghyll then

suddenly – the tarn

 

 

 

boulder to boulder

she wobbles across the beck

please God she won’t fall in

 

 

 

nearing the summit

struck by hammerblows of wind

the stonefields of Scafell

 

 

 

on Scafell Pike

a scramble up the wind gap

fog over the stonefield

 

 

 

up through fog that soaks

frays, whirls into tatters

and suddenly gone

high on the mountain

young girl climbs to the stonefield

 ice in her veins

 

 

 

 

the mountain grows dark

I listen to his growling voice

and quickly descend

 

 

 

that girl we saw

on the high mountain track

she’s here, by the fire

 

 

 

day of hard rain

plodding mud of the final mile

at last the village lights

 

 

 

beneath the cedar

twitchy fawn watch my approach

then run

 

 

 

walking fields and by-ways

with you, living on your love

organic food

 

 

 

 

looking from the hill track

to the village roofs below

curling chimney smoke

 

 

 

 

high windswept plateau

trees straining to flee the wind

but the rocks won’t let go

 

 

 

this cold tiny beck

burbling and whispering

with the voice of a child

 

 

 

 

this cold little beck

tumbling and falling

wriggling through the earth

 

 

 

 

on rain-lashed hillside

chilled to the bone

curling smoke asks ‘why?’

 

 

 

in from bitter cold

my poor frozen fingers can’t

unfasten my coat

 

 

 

once pretty village

birds twitter by the shattered bridge

ravaged by the flood

 

 

 

 

slowly,  slowly

chattering teeth and bones tell me

I‘m falling into ruin

 

 

 

 

shrouded in mist

pines heavy with rain

the quietness of death

 

 

 

first buds of spring

snowmelt drips in diamonds

from the naked branches

 

 

I slipped and fell

my knees stinging and raw

mountain doesn’t care

 

 

 

desperate for a pee

I find a sheltered cleft

mountain doesn’t mind

 

 

 

daylight closing in

moonlight hidden by the clouds

they’re calling off the search

 

 

 

a ride through sunlit woods

breathing in the frosted grass

air sharp in my lungs

 

 

 

 sprinkling of morning diamonds

how the autumn grass sparkles

where they found her

 

 

 

soft wind through the grasses

every breath like a prayer

to keep me here

 

 

 

my lonely camp fire

deep in thought provides

food for body and soul

 

 

 

blustery coalsack sky

blasts of icy needles –

suddenly a shaft of sun

 

 

 

abandoned survivor

the oak tries to follow

the path of the wind

beneath ruined walls

the remote past lingers

forgetfulness in the air

 

 

 

the presence of landscape

longing each form and smell and sound

to possess and to share

 

 

 

 

damp grey cloud of winter

as hay bales break open a

breath of summer sun

 

 

 

abandoned shaft

where they chiseled out their lives

following the vein

 

 

 

nature’s symphony

ripples over stone and cobble

water music

 

 

 

winter hills

nature’s chance to be alone

just the wind and solitude

 

 

 

 

without warning

winter has once more gripped

a hold of the land

 

 

 

here was born a lamb

in the not so innocent snow

here is where it died

 

 

 

 

weathered survivors

through the hard months of winter

they have earned this spring

 

 

 

washing in the river

putting ice in the veins

never more alive

 

 

 

jack jack jackdaw

flitting from wall to wall we

 eye each other suspiciously

 

 

 

 

wanted for murder

ravens, rooks and magpies

a cartridge crack echoes

 

 

 

ducks squabble and waddle

chasing the bread thief

of the Damson Dene

 

 

 

frozen lake but

the swan is floating in

his own pool of water

 

 

 

 

        mallard slips on landing

regaining composure asks

‘where has my reflection gone?’

 

 

 

 

that final journey

the heaving and groaning

along the coffin route

 

 

 

lost in trackless fog

fear lodging ever deeper

till the sound of voices

 

 

 

crazy puppy

skittering on the ice

children calling out

 

 

 

crunching frost lingers

while bright sun concentrates

on her paintbox colours

 

 

 

 

you have escaped

to a lonely place alone

so rest awhile

 

 

 

the weight of our feet

setting stones in motion

skittering down slope

 

 

 

stopping for breath

our bodies soon chilling

biting through our clothes

 

summer migrants returning

empty valley starts to fill with sound

spring - arrived at last

 

 

 

brilliant frosty morning

we hear the distant hounds

singing of a fox

 

 

 

across the sloping ground

a fiery orange arrow

glows in the morning sun

 

RYDAL WATER

 

Boulders hunched like old folk

draw close their cloaks of sun-soaked moss

and comment on the speed of flow these days:

how things have changed in the last ten thousand years.

But the young burbling stream pays no mind –

busy texting ripples to the universe.

 

 

 

 

PICNIC BY THE LAKE

 

Crackling gunfire from my paperback

ricochets through the forest

skims out across the placid lake

to the smiling purple hills.

 

A chainsaw rips my pre-packed sandwich

exposing beds of tuna and cucumber

noduled with sweet corn

while flies buzz jealously.

 

The wind sighs mild disapproval

and goldcrest in the rowan

twits and flits away

to find some quieter fare.

 

So glancing back at the scowling firs

I know it’s left to me

to regret my brash intrusion,

and eat my lunch less noisily!

 

 

 

 

DAFFODILS

 

In soft hissing rain

blown on gusts of sunshine,

spatters the path, soaks the graves

droplets spreading like blood,

bending the heads of daffodils

attempting to read the mason’s work

as in ragged platoons they guard

against the final blast of winter -

the nameless and the named,

the fameless and the famed,

each worthy of every moment

we would stand in silence with the daffodils.

I WANDERED LONELY

 

I wandered lonely along the road

then through this gate where daffodils growed

and you was wiv me and I was going to pick one

but decided not to bother - instead I just kicked one.

 

I said, seen one daff , you‘ve seen ‘em all

as we walked through the woods wiv me kickin’ me ball.

When we got to the end of the field there’s this fence

and round about then I was feeling a bit tense

 

so I lit up a ciggie and said lets go back -

there’s a pub in the village - I could do wiv a snack.

So we goes back down the path wiv me kickin me ball

down to the road wiv the gate in the wall

 

and there’s this geezer wiv a dog, and listen to this

the geezer, not the dog, is ‘avin’a piss

and I says, that ain’t right mate  - they’re special these  flowers;

old ladies come from miles and often spend hours

 

smelling and painting by their beauty inspired

and then they goes home all dewy-eyed and tired.

Then you come along and start cocking your leg

and your dog’s no bloody better -  what’s she called, Meg?

 

Nice dog, but you should set an example, show some respect

so if you don’t leave now, mate, I will not neglect

my civic duty to inform the law hereabout

of this drunken old git who behaves like lout.

He mumbled summat about me being a gonner

and it’s just about then that he gave me a clout,

yeronner!  

 

 

 

 

 

SCAFELL

 

Some-one who would be famous has

pinched off our mountain the topmost inch –

some-one who wouldn’t flinch

from robbing every peak from here to the Minch

possessed by some acquisitive rock devil

who’d see our fair mountain reduced to sea level.

 

 

 

 

RHYADER

 

They worshipped the spirits of the air

the forest and the stream,

listened to the same music of the sky

the trickling rills, the roaring water

the sighing breeze

secretly embedded in their landscape

that remembers still but will not tell.

 

 

THURSTASTON SHORE

 
Oyster catcher ripples the muddy water

Takes to flight,

Calling after the ebb tide

Like a forgotten child.

 

Curlew struts the salt -marsh edge,

That stretches into an infinity of light

Sure of purpose in his scheme of things.

 

And the salt and the mud

And the mayflower scent

Linger on an evening breeze,

While the drifting clouds no ill will brings.

 

We gaze from our rock,

Our timeless stone upon the shore;

Vexations waft like mist

As the debris of life’s tide drowns and sinks.

 

The canopy of light folds as it should

A lonely cry to the setting sun

As surely as night when day is done.

 

 

 

 

HILBRE

 

On St Hildeburgh’s Isle you can taste the wind

Hear the low call of the seal

Run your hand over eons of time and feel

the breath of peace from the beginning of things

Drifting up from the voice of the cave

To the skylark lost in blue - close by – but invisible.

 

TWO TREES

 

Old survivors

Forgotten scraps of nature

Shivering like withered hags

With nowhere to go

Heads bent in an icy blast

That howled through the sockets of sightless faces.

They huddle against the brutal surge

That has reduced all hopes to wasteland.

Now they’re just waiting for the end.

 

This was the first poem I ever wrote (that I can remember) – in 1970, shortly after going to live as a student in Manchester. It is about the demolition of the terraced streets of Moss-side and along with all that destruction, the ruination of people’s hopes, especially the elderly, as promises were broken. The replacement housing left a lot to be desired.

 

 

 

 

 

RATS

 

Wagons no longer enter here,

the yard quiet as a tomb

in a graveyard of hopes.

The shackled gates lock out a silent sadness;

railings once secured a modest dream

now a splinter in the past

caught on rusty wire

still bleeding after all these years.

 

Once he caught a rat – there, behind the store.

Now the rats run free.

 

Windows barred, workers barred;

weeds have taken over, splitting the flags

loosening the mortar of a forgotten community.

Kestrel nests in the chimney,

bats echo in the still dank darkness

of the machine shed.

 

He turns away

shoulders sagging under invisible burdens,

kicks a rusted can of worms;

thirty years of memory – nothing more

in his back pocket, remembering

how once he caught a rat behind the stores,

licking their fortunes - now the rats run free.

 

 

FLAMING DUNE

 

A bit of relaxation, that’s all I ask,

warm and sheltered by the sea,

a chance to rest, read a book

means all the world to me.

 

But when I make my sun-kissed nest

in hope to go nice and brown,

needles of spiky grass

stick in my ass

and won’t let me sit down.

 

Sea holly prickles, wavy grass tickles

and there are dogs all over the place.

You can’t lie down

with them snuffling around

or worse – they could wee on your face.

 

Sand in my butty - I must be nutty

and now there’s sand in my hair;

it gets on my tits

when your private bits

get itchy and people just stare.

 

The agony lasts, a radio blasts –

some tubthumping rubbish quite near

and though I abhor it

and try to ignore it

it’s causing me headaches severe.

 

You might say ‘This is magic’ - I’m thinking it’s tragic -

get more peace going home on the bus;

‘Just lie down and rest, you say -

at least there’s no work today,

so stop moaning and making such fuss.’

 

There’s a dad playing cricket and thinks I’m the wicket

as a ball whizzes past my ear;

the outfielder tuts

as he dives on my nuts

and the rest of the team raise a cheer.

 

There’s kids flying kites – like I haven’t got rights

just to catch me a few little rays.

Would I like an ice cone?

Bog off, leave me alone….

sorry, just having one of those days!

 

 

 

TIDE MARK

 

Sun-baked sea weed, the tang of pre-history where we all came from and to where we all return.

 

 

 

 

 

THE OLD PIER

 

In a confusion of struts and spars

once more she awaits the rising tide -

awaits the return of her man, gone too long

who left in the age of sail with the promise of a kiss.

 

She watches the waterfront slough its skin

trading new lives for old

but now with failing strength

abandoned, forgotten, lies barbed and twisted.

As the rising tide once more

slaps her knees and creeps up her thighs,

to the horizon she cranes her neck and sighs.

 

 

 

 

 

OLD ENGLAND

 

Ploughman of the heavy horse

of oak and leather and cider,

the slow turning of every year

makes time to lie beside her.

 

 

 

 

 

BLACKSMITH

 

He can remember the old days – days of his forebears,

of lore passed down since domesday,

his craft forged of life with strength and purpose;

a man of his blood, hammering ploughshare and horseshoe

on the anvil of time.

 

Now lying with the crucifixion nails  - over three score and ten,

among the flints of the field,

his work time holy and word spoken concerned but the season,

in a language all but dead.

 

IRON MEN

 

Across the bay iron men stare

fixated by the whirling blades

that catch the winds

that catch your hair

as you gaze with them

just standing there.

 
 
 

BRITANNIA’S  CHILDREN

 
Britannia,

chipped from native rock

roughly hewn from solid oak

fed on iron rich soil,

your heart now skips a beat.

 

Old timbers strain to bear

your weight of fears;

your children,

raised on visions from picture books

Joust with blind men on dark streets,

running with the wolves

into a darkness of their own making.

 

They have invented their own fire

blown flames into the night sky

showering us all in sparks and smoke -

Britannia burning in her sleep.

 


MINERS

 
Miners vanish into the hillside

merging with the rock and geological time

cutting down through accumulations of time

to exploit hidden stocks of former worlds

to emerge  having lent bone and sinew

adding energy to planetary forces and

with enhanced understanding

and love for the stone –

or hatred of its demands.

 
 

 ORIENTAL DELIGHT

 
Out of darkness

rain softly sprays the silent streets.

Stragglers from the late train scurry

through a night too cold, too damp

unseduced by the steamy window, the golden neon glow

But oh!  The mystic finger beckons

invades my nostrils, prods my appetite -

whiffs of herb and spice

beansprouts and rice

from the inner glow of the Oriental Delight.

     


JUBILEE STREET

           
She saw him this morning drive up

in his bright yellow van –

polished shoes, suit and clipboard.

He lit a cigarette outside her window

stood back, narrowing his eyes, blowing

blue smoke into the air as if it was a skill,

flicking ash as a warning to the breeze;

he was a gunslinger surveying the cobbled street

before a duel.

 

He turned, stared at my door -

my door stared back like my godmother, arms folded-

and watched as slowly he strode the potholes,

rotted teeth, unable to articulate the stresses of the past.

 

The weeds have had time but

not time enough to grasp their freedom.

A steel ball bites the blitz-hard brick;

chimneys topple leaving ghostly rectangles of  space in the sky,

and a  century of memories splintered

dust rising from a cradle like smoke.

 

From her doorstep she watched him drive away –

job number ticked, cigarette cast aside,

crushed and smouldering somewhere

before choking out.

 

A shred of rose-petal paper settle

s like a snowflake in her hair,

From her cheek she strokes away a tear.

 

 

STELLA AND HER UMBRELLA

 
I once saw our Stella

armed with her umbrella

off to meet her fella by the backstage door.

 

But she saw her boyfriend Peter,

not really there to greet her

but kissing best friend Rita and clearly wanting more.

 

She pointed her umbrella

charged her former fella

stabbed at his capella and he crumpled to the floor.

 

Rita started crying

apologised for lying

thought that Pete was dying in a pool of gore.                                     

 

The two girls started fightin’

scratchin’, kickin’, bitin’

Pete got up like lightnin’ to escape the war,

                                    

wished he’d had a night in

never been so frightened

got a taxi to New Brighton and was seen no more.     

 

  

FAIRY CHRISTMAS

 
So we stood beneath the Christmas tree

to sing to baby Jesus

most enthusiastically –

just in case He sees us

but after ‘Twinkle Twinkle’

we heard a gentle crying - a voice said

‘I’m sorry, but I’m really really trying.

to balance here atop the tree

and listen to you sing enthusiastically -

bit of afraid of heights -  somewhat scary –

Strange, I know  - I’ve got wings- I’m a fairy.

But I’m getting upset, decidedly stressed –

I just want to join in and sing to my best.

Those high notes you just murdered,

Well I could’ve got ‘em

but it’s hard to concentrate

with  a tree up your bottom!’

 

 

OUR TOWN

 
It was a new town

that grew town

a make us another brew town.

 

A nice town, a Price town

an I won’t tell you twice town.

 

A foggy town, a groggy town

a let’s chase that moggy town.

 

It’s a river town, a ferry town

a sailing up and down town.

 

A ship town, a sub town

a really lovin’ my grub town.

 

It’s a welding town, a drilling town

a  funnelling, tunnelling milling town.

 

A shared town, a spared town

a work at Cammell Laird town.

 

A detergent town, a convergent town

a completely re-emergent town.

 

A dangerous town, a strangerous town

an urban park rangerous town.

 

A quarry town,a sorry town

a love to be watching Corrie town.

 

A lager town, an ale town

a knock-off stuff for sale town.

 

An alley town, a pally town

a scally shilly shally town.

 

A U-boat town, a due boat town

a sometimes make a new boat town.

 

It’s a muggy town, a druggie town

a teenage pushing buggie town.

 

A mean town, a nark town

a pigeons in the park town.

 

A kind town, a generous town

a not kick you when you’re down town.

A slobs town, a yobs town

an ugly swearin’ gobs town.

 

A shopping town, a stropping town

a nosedripping, grasshopping, eavesdropping town.

 

A breezy town, a wheezy town

a loads of coughs and sneezy town.

 

A rich town, a poor town

a looking out for the lady next door town.

 

A fab town, a brill town

a windmill on the hill town.

 

A Rovers town, a blues town

a sometimes blow my fuse town.

 

A market town, a farmers town

a shopping in pyjamas town.

 

A crisp town, a spam town

a pizza, noodle and yam town.

 

An atheist town, a religious town

a twelve quays and four bridges town.

 

A clock town, a dock town

a made of sandstone rock town.

 

A bus town, a rail town

a mate who’s out on bail town.

 

A squirrel town, a Wirral town

some might claim a virile town.

 

 

A louse town, a scouse town

a weed farm in your house town.

 

A creative town, a migrative town

a world first innovative town.

 

A serious town, a silly town

an up and down humpy hilly town.

 

A priory town, a fiery town

a helping police with their enquiry town.

 

A flour town, a dour town

but in the end it’s our town.
 
 
 
 
 
 

GOING HOME

 
Stepping in a puddle - hole in my shoe

chill rising from my toes to my neck

but hey! What the heck! - I’m going home!

 

 

 

HER MAJESTY
 

Although she’s only five foot two

She is our longest reigning monarch who

Has done what a Queen has to do

And will probably outlive both me and you.

 

  

 

FINE DINING IN BLACKPOOL

 
Locally introducing our new venue –

we cunningly call it New Venue -

and are pleased to present to you

our brand new seafront menu:

 

Among the many starters

we’ve sundried tomatoes

cheese on toast with Worcester sauce;

chips with thousand island dressing

 – no I’m only messing

but egg and bacon butties – of course!

 

I recommend the salmon and

 the honey roasted gammon

the tapas and olives are a treat;

pizzas the size of bin lids – smaller ones for kids;

though on portion size we’ll surely not be beat.

 

Moving on to mains with ingredients from Spain

fruits de mer and paella by the tonne;

lobster prawns and mussels,

optional sprouts from Brussels

and complementary vino when you’re done.

 

From the poor to the wealthy

we’re trying to be healthy

reducing excess flab on arse and hips;

so for this very reason,

even when it’s out of season

we’ll be using low cal oil to fry our chips.

 

Oodles of noodles and spaghetti that doodles -

inevitably some lands on the floor;

boatloads of gravy – enough to float the navy –

with reserves if you’re ever wanting more.

 

We’ll stock wigeon and pigeon,

soon as we get a fridge in –

seagulls we catch upon the shore;

if fish is your wish, the tuna’s pure delish

and we bet you’ve never tasted such before.

 

The shark fin, just try it –

  fabulous for a diet

roast it or toast it even grill it;

on lobster and eel we can do you a deal

and if there’s any left over we’ll chill it.

 

For an anniversary present –

though not as fun as plucking pheasant

in Blackpool is eating al fresco

and when the gulls begin to swoop

and drop things in your soup

there’s always the café  down at Tesco.

 

 
 
ON THE RIVER

Like the willows by the waterside

she trails her fingers while

her shallow boat glides on

catching lozenges of sunshine,

gentle ripples sent to

tell the world she is here.

 

The turmoil in her wake will not last,

smoothed in an ounce of time –

temporary disturbance to the universal plan

when all the boats and trailing fingers will have gone.

 

 

 WITHIN THESE HILLS

Within these hills I’d sit and gaze once more,

my way by peaks and ribbon lakes I’d find

and stay awhile though winter winds should roar

the track-ways overgrown and ill-defined.

 

Within deep dales with dazzling becks entwined

the farmhouse with its solid walls so sure

for centuries breathes this blessed air enshrined

within these hills I’d sit and gaze once more.

 

Before the hoary tops begin to thaw

and stone walls make a portraiture unsigned

the frozen path my bitten feet endure

my way by peaks and ribbon lakes I’d find.

 

Lakeland beauty never hard to find

though pain of age at times bites to the core

I’ll venture high and leave green dales behind

and stay aloft though winter winds may roar.

 

And so to warmth this land my moods restore

relinquished of those fears that drained my mind

from leaking boots and seams that once I wore

on track-ways overgrown and ill-defined -

within these hills.

 

  

PATHWAYS

 

The way of old paths –

to lead us between

away from, toward things,

passing landmarks to other places –

stiles, ruins, other paths,

shaped by what is travelling and how

through this tangled linear space

like a channel for floating a

preparation of new thought,

a fluid state of mind –

between, away from, toward

other people, other times, other places –

just a walk,

concentrating thought and feet

to join the rhythm of the past –

just a walk,

and we find ourselves

following the footprints of ghosts.

 
*

Where is this path

that concentrates my mind as well as my feet

through tangles of ash and birch

oak and hazel,

dense ranks of spruce

disguising my upward climb.

 

Suddenly a burst of landscape,

a suddenness of space and sky

lit by the uplifting sun

exposing a world at once huger in grace,

and at my feet, tumbling, invigorating

closer to the weather than to Man,

feelings of sacredness

symbiosis of Earth and Spirit.

 

SPIDERS
 

Baby spiders learning to survive

leaping into the unknown

from the dewy softness of a rose

their lives hanging by a thread.

 

 

OUR QUEEN

 
She has always walked among us,

close enough to touch and when

foreigners speak of her it is

with respect.

I feel pride and I walk taller.

 

Called by destiny and duty – no place for desire,

in her blood lies service not supremacy,

a driving force of example

not the example of force,

no coercive restraint, no vanities,

just immeasurable service to a people

whose love is deep,

whose respect is forever.

                               

 

THE GEOGRAPHY OF HOPE

 
The wild places of our land

built of their own time and space,

allow eyes to refocus, awed

by the sense of something larger,

outside ourselves,

remnants irrecoverable but

not yet lost completely, of

incalculable value to the

human soul craving forest and moor,

marsh and mountain, from ocean floor

to the untouchable heavens.

 

The ruined croft speaks 

in weathered stone and blackened hearth,

the shallow graves of lives

wrested from bog and heather,

striving for mastery of wild places;

speaking also of time

to enter a trackless empire,

exploring the risks and the mind

measuring ourselves

on scales of human endeavour

and giving thanks to this land

to this gathering of ancient tribes

for its geography of hope.

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