Wednesday, 28 September 2016

An Experiment with Light


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WALKING INTO SUNRISE  - haiku                                                                                              3 – 5

 

AN EXPERIMENT WITH LIGHT           

           

The Poet                                                                                                                                                6

The Light of Dawn                                                                                                                             6

Mr Sun                                                                                                                                                   6

Fly                                                                                                                                                            6

Strimulator                                                                                                                                          6

Chill                                                                                                                                                          7

A Tale of Bad Intent                                                                                                                          7

Villanelle: Dietary Warning                                                                                                             8

Two Tribes                                                                                                                                            8

Star Gazer                                                                                                                                             9

Weed                                                                                                                                                      9

Teeth                                                                                                                                                      10

Fire Inside                                                                                                                                             10

This Road                                                                                                                                               10

Tesco                                                                                                                                                      11

Language!                                                                                                                                             11

Putin                                                                                                                                                       11

Bedtime Story                                                                                                                                     11

Scab                                                                                                                                                         11

Into Light                                                                                                                                               11

Domestic Nightmare                                                                                                                        12

Country Station                                                                                                                                                  13

Cross                                                                                                                                                       14

I                                                                                                                                                                 14

My Father’s Soup                                                                                                                              15

Deaf and Dumb                                                                                                                                                  15

May                                                                                                                                                         15

Madeira Wine                                                                                                                                     15

Just to be                                                                                                                                              16

Evolution of Light                                                                                                                               17

Girl on the Train                                                                                                                                  17

Landscape                                                                                                                                             17

Storm                                                                                                                                                      18

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Walking into Sunrise

 

 

 

 

stepping out quietly

cold air on my skin

makes me gasp

 

 

5 k’s before breakfast

shaking off the night ready

to meet the new day

 

 

through the cool pre-dawn

cycling furiously to work

she’s late again

 

 

from his bed in the clouds

sun yawns ponders whether to rise

then disappears

 

 

the risen sun

his glow on my skin and the

sound of my footsteps

 

 

such blue in the sky

sparkling cars slumber on

as I pass by

 

 

cold air refreshes

tightens my skin as I

admire the mayflower

 

 

the light growing stronger

so many birds are calling

I don’t know their names

 

 

mayflower hedge

startled by the frost

glitters in the sun

 

 

looking for inspiration

fingers of liquid sunshine

sparkle the frost

 

 

bright the mayside lane

trimmed by gilded beech-mast sheaths

as hardened boots tramp by

 

 

sun climbs higher

the crisp grass is softening

blackbird sings me home

 

 

returned from my walk

still wearing my hat indoors

ready for the day

 

 

small puffs of inspiration

drift across my sky

just waiting to be seen

 

 

closing my eyes I

see you before me smiling

and know you are still here

 

 

young excited eyes

bursting with your surprise - something

beginning with ‘choc’

 

 

the growing light of day

promise of fine summers

burning in my chest

 

 

rattling ghost town

emerging from the dust cloud

of the slamming wind

 

 

baobab tree

set on fire by the sinking sun

extinguished by the night   

 

 

 

 

strip-light flickering:

to illuminate the room

or give up entirely?

 

your diamond portrait

subdued in the pre-dawn light

still consoles me

 

the river runs quiet

reflecting the city lights

carrying all our dreams

 

 

look – red moon rising

setting sun a kaleidoscope

in the western sky

 

rising with the sun

glowing colours shattering

a fragile eastern sky

 

 

alone in my attic

painting with my heart

slow jazz fills the air

 

 

blank screen stares back

what ideas will emerge

apart from this one!

 

 

swifts flocking

for their African odyssey

cheating the seasons

 

 

evening sun

pouring blood into the bay

weakens and dies

 

 

stories told by firesides

rise like smoke and drift across

skies of listening stars

 

 

sun rising over

flotillas of dandelions

clock flowers reminding me

 

An Experiment with Light

 

 

 

 

 

THE POET

 

A wizard of words

conjuror of images

the ability to seed a vacuum

to bring nothingness into being.

 

 

THE LIGHT OF DAWN

 

From the first glories of dawn

spreading far and wide a silver table cloth

and from out of the myths of night’s dark larder

light woven through a landscape

like the return of consciousness

to a sleeping child.

 

 

 

 

MISTER SUN

 

Mister Sun burns a hole in my head

to try to read my thoughts -

says if I really loved him

I’d be wearing shorts.

 

 

 

 

FLY

 

The fly has climbed

to the edge of space with me

to admire the view

 

 

 

 

STRIMULATOR

A weekend of labour I truly detest –

can’t imagine anything grimmer

pacing my garden in a dingy vest –

me, the ejit with the strimmer.

CHILL

 

The chill that deepens

with each sinking of the year

won’t penetrate my bones

won’t push out my morning light

won’t deaden the delicate load of day.

 

But I know that Time will have its way

though compensate with fires bright

joyful voices on a starry night

when frost cracks and wind moans

and the sparkling heavens disappear

then the chill that deepens

deepens fear.

 

 

 

ICEBERG

 

iceberg drifting

an ever-changing sculpture

until it dies

 

 

 

A TALE OF BAD INTENT

 

Even now I can’t think why –

I never really knew the guy.

Met by the fire the night before,

offered him to share my floor

Which he seemed grateful to accept

so wrapped up in his sack he slept

as I scrambled into mine

I heard him snoring off his wine.

 

Then I woke in early misty hours

to what I thought a heavy shower

until it dawned – quite disbelieving –

my friend was of himself relieving.

On his knees, his shoulders bent

all over the ground-sheet of my tent.

 

Eventually the cascade slows

but soon in my direction flows.

My sleeping bag had a rubber base

but with water lapping near my face

my friend once more returns to sleep

while the margins of his puddle creep.

 

Sitting up I searched my sack

for the army knife I knew I’d packed.

Jabbing holes in the ground I knew

the noxious fluid would drain right through.

to let it out I had to try

and hope by morning all was dry.

 

I got up early to light a fire

to boil some tea, to quell my ire

and when he rose about midday,

no eye contact – what words to say;

he just packed and left and never spoke.

I thought, which of us the weirder bloke.

 

 

 

 

VILLANELLE: DIETARY WARNING

 

Rage against the broadening of your hips

That betrays your cardio-vascular lies

Simply shut your eyes and close your lips.

 

Don’t tell me it was just a momentous blip,

Sure to be lows as well as highs,

Rage against the broadening of your hips.

 

Plateful of salad to replace those greasy chips

And other grub we ought to demonize

Simply shut your eyes and close your lips.

 

It’s been to long now time to get to grips,

Bin the buns, the steak and kidney pies;

Recall the shame when your skirt voluntarily unzips.

 

Recall as well the girl you once were who skips

And runs and jumps and wins the prize

For best somersaults and backward flips

 

And if your newfound resolution dips –

So hard the track of compromise,

At least turn away those Friday chippy trips,

Rage against the broadening of your hips

Simply shut your eyes and firmly zip your lips.

 

 

 

 

TWO TRIBES

 

Two tribes fight by night and day –

they’re not sure why – always been that way,

vying to score, to have their say

but there’s a hole in the fence

where their children play.

 

 

 

 

STAR GAZER

 

There’s a sky full of stars

Revolving round my head

That watched us fall apart.

Now I’m pleading with my eyes

For the sun no more to rise

Till you’re home again

In my heart.

 

 

 

 

 

WEED

 

Never seen this packet in my life –

Ask me mum, ask me mate, ask me wife

 

Reckon someone broke in and put it there

Stuffed it down the lining of the chair – I swear

 

Yeah, someone’s really got it in for me –

Off ‘is ‘ead on coke or an act of jealousy;

 

Wants revenge for what he thinks I’ve done, yeah

But I’ve an alibi see – out shoppin’ wiv me mum

 

‘cause I just got these wheels, right – got ‘em from a mate,

Get me quick around the estate – just great, yeah

 

For nipping wiv yer mum down to Tesco –

Just call ‘er up, say goin’ to the shops – lets go!

 

Nah, them’s not my prints, see – never seen ‘em in me life –

Must’ve been planted there just to cause me strife, yeah

 

An’ I don’t know nothin’ ‘bout to pot plants either;

So I’m runnin’ up ‘uge energy bills – who cares,

 

I can declare meself bankrupt and live off the state

I got my life sorted, all eyes crossed and teas dotted, mate.

 

So, unless there’s a vowel in the month I don’t do weed –

But I can get you some, officer, if you’re feelin’ the need.

 

 

 

 

TEETH

 

Just come back from a visit to the dentist-

Didn’t realise I’d be seeing an apprentice;

Victim of a practice they ought to abolish:

Took out all my teeth for a scale and polish.

 

 

 

 

FIRE INSIDE

The fire inside

gift from the beginning of time

to where it must return

 

 

 

 

THIS ROAD

 

Stay on this road, young man

Though deathly- cratered, crumbling and scoured

Where blood red dust billows and buffoons

Over the rooftops of courts and palaces

To the crawling trawling traffic or

Dancing with death each careering mile and moment

All along each sprawling cracked-up mile

Backed-up the belching fleets of busses

Dusted with the latest pilgrims and proselytes

Deliverers of an exit strategy,

Wayside traders of meagre means and thinner pickings

The bristled and frenzied thugging and twerking

For some gold-plated politician

Licensed bribery caught and rolled

Into another ditch – an accident

Pronged with meat for lawyers

And the charlatan police.

 

For new road gangs are coming,

Slow boats from China, to dredge the gutters where

Through the ages prostitutes have stood, legs closed

And hope has risen and fallen with each salty tide.

 

And so the road runs,

Falling behind the years and with each jolt,

Each axle snapped, each shattered box of gears

The landscape bleeds its richest soil

All the way to the city

In Jesus’ name.

 

TESCO

 

Shopping carts are missing from outside Tesco.

There’s one in the cut but where’d the rest go?

 

 

 

 

LANGUAGE!

 

Once went on a hike with Ms Street-Porter;

Talked non-stop using words she didn’t oughta!

 

 

 

 

PUTIN

Had a TV interview with comrade Putin

Constantly afraid he’d put the boot in!

 

 

 

 

BEDTIME STORY

 

Mum read me stories by Enid Blyton

that so scared me to death I slept with the light on.

 

 

 

 

SCAB

 

Just knocked a scab off my elbow

Blood dripping all down my arm;

I’ll use ‘Wash and Go’ to help stem the flow –

And it can’t do my arms hairs no harm!

 

 

 

 

INTO LIGHT

 

My heart fills with light,

My problems dissolving, it seems;

Feels like I’m awakening

In someone else’s dream.

 

 

 

 

DOMESTIC NIGHTMARE

 

We settled in some years ago –

Mortgage relatively cheap,

But that soon lost its rosy glow;

We’d bought a crumbling heap.

 

I knew the pipes needed lagging

And the boiler a quilted jacket

And the garden needed flagging

And the lot would cost a packet.

 

Yes, the garden required attention

I would have tackled it myself

But with all the best intentions,

 Got to think of my health.

 

The winter gales had done their worst,

Slates blown off the roof.

Rain got in and the ceiling burst

And the Insurance want more proof

 

It wasn’t caused by sheer neglect

Or an act of sabotage;

They say such claims sometimes reflect

That fraudsters are at large.

 

The toilet won’t flush properly

Its contents down the drain;

It dribbles quite improperly

And leaves a nasty stain.

 

The plumber says he’ll come next week –

Dishwasher’s on the blink

And the washing machine has sprung a leak

Guess I’ll have to use the sink.

 

The grill’s kaput and the oven’s too

So its cooking on the hob

And then what do I go and do

But snap off the blasted knob.

 

When I press the light switch

It spits an alarming spark;

I use a knife to fix it

Now the house is completely dark.

 

And as for the car – don’t mention the car

Its rattles, bangs and shakes;

It never gets us very far

Before another component breaks.

 

The broadband’s playing up again –

No catch up on the telly;

If the TV man’s not here by twelve

I’m giving it some welly.

 

Yes, I’m waiting for the TV man

To perform his hocus pocus

To fix the problem –I hope he can

Before it’s time for Football Focus.

 

Everything’s going wrong for us –

Not sure what to do.

Till someone sorts this mess and fuss

We’re coming to live with you.

Let loose with time

Escapee from the acid bombs

Achieves his nirvana

 

 

 

 

COUNTRY STATION

 

Disturbing the dozing day

He taps the milk churns with his stick:

‘Tang Tang!’ – to discover they’re still empty;

The train has already gone for today, she says;

Nothing to marvel at, no slight tremble of the heart

At its thunderous rumble as it

Chuffs and hisses to a halt.

 

No emerging dads like she described,

Suited, briefcased, ‘Echoed’

Home for their tea

A veil across the table

Concealing a peck on the cheek

A frolic with the kids.... so I’m told.

 

Perhaps his nan just made it up

After all nothing has stopped here in a hundred years-

You can tell by the silver birch where tracks should be

And we as always the only visitors,

The signal box as usual has nothing to say.

 

Still we come down on cool weekends

And in summer beneath the drifting grass

And lark-filled sky I sit on a bench and wait

And sigh a bit as if it was late.

 

She always gets grit in the corner of her eye

Though as a grown-up she must know

As well as I it is well past the hour -

No train has passed this way in a hundred years

And will not come today.

Any milk in the churns will be well sour!

 

 

 

 

CROSS

 

 

The

son

of

God

   Is waiting for a response from me

My frozen eyes beginning now to see

The

True

And

Total

Love

That

Sets

Me

Free

And

Lifts

My

Soul

 

 

I

 

       instinctively

we

try

to

do

the

best

we

can

to

 believe in ourselves

 

 

 

 

 

 

MY FATHER’S SOUP

 

Loup de loup he called it –

Or should that be loop de loop –

Never questioned it till now,

Not even when he poured his time

Into the gloup – an everlasting pot,

It seemed to chase the cold and damp,

Replenished almost daily to

Always hit the spot

Frustrations boiling over, spirits inclined to drop,

His cauldron on the go

‘Enough to feed the troops’ my grandma used to say

With warnings not to snoop

Or reveal the secret ingredients of his everlasting soup.

 

 

 

 

DEAF AND DUMB

 

This kind lady who has no voice

she can’t hear me,

will never rejoice

at my words of love,

my first song

and she can never tell me,

though I’ve known it all along,

that our hearts beat together

and our hearts beat strong.

 

 

 

MADEIRA WINE

 

uplift of mountain air

voice of the roaring wave

sucking pebbles from the shore

 

rolling rolling to

the whomp of the wave

to its dying dribble

 

probed by a roaring sea

pounding out the geo

making the rock tremble

 

moonlit waves

eternal swash and scrawl

scrubbing up he cobbles

 

wind quiffs the splunging wave

till it bumbles and bibbles

and swills to nothingness

 

below the tended terraces

deep in the valley a bell

tolls the passing day

 

from out of fire

this giving soil a

patchwork of sustenance

 

still fresh morning

a sunlit mountain trail

oh! the mimosas

 

the glisk of silent rills

plays on the levada

between blobs of sunlight

 

chaffinch flits among

the boughs of heather so

delighted we have come

 

on the high plateau

turbines mixing the air

sweep away the cloud

 

born of liquid fire

the island shines around us

a jewel in the sea

 

 

 

 

JUST TO BE

 

Some radiant beauty

intellect refined

skills and talents well defined

urged to be,

to grow new shoots

in fresh furrows

to sink new roots and

bind with our soil,

or skip and play,

heart and soul unfolding free

fill your boots -

just to be me.

 

 

EVOLUTION OF LIGHT

 

Light has been evolving

Every day since first the Earth turned

And gave birth to the first cell of life,

The almost imperceptible shift of colour

Weeping into the blackness

Rising out of the eastern sea

Pouring across the sky

Dissolving the night

Revealing all the colours of creation

 

 

GIRL ON THE TRAIN

Made my day seeing you.

Perhaps it was imagination but

I think we exchanged smiles –

too shy to chat – sounds silly.

 

Girl who made me miss a breath

The miles passing too soon

When you got off at Piccadilly

I wished I’d had reason to get off there too.

 

I went to sit where you sat

and as I gazed up at the moon

hoped that tomorrow

I’d ask for my breath back please

So I could talk to you.

 

 

 

LANDSCAPE

 

Along the dark cloistered track

the larch and pine rise up

until in high tingling air

bright mountains reclaim their landscape.

 

 

 

 

STORM

 

After such a storm

the motion of each dripping leaf

inspires the gentlest drift of air

to support a canopy of wonder.

 

Beneath the soft duvet of cloud

between drifts of rain

the lake spirit comes and goes

adjusting her veil.

 

And after such a sky

where dots of brilliance

patterned in splendour
point out fragments of the universe.

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